Wednesday, June 4, 2008,8:32 AM
i'm freaking out!!! science project!! just because of the science project, i'm being super mean 2 my group members... i'm really upset over project stuff...haiz....n NP's taking up so much of my time..i can't do drills seriously....squadmates are bonding with each other.. but i'm like left out..every NP act is torture for me...with ''wx'' of course...she freaks me out...wen i tink about her, just tink of her face, my palms start sweating like crazy.... n i just realise...being popular is wad u nd to survive....no popularity, WHOOSH!!! they just ignore u...n there u are, standing down there like cowdung...ppl used to tell me.....hey, be positive leh...dun emo lah.......but i find that really difficult...being nice is really not easy at all..it takes a lot of courage, a lot of patience and a lot of giving too. it's really unfair sumtimes....well, the world's never fair..