Monday, September 24, 2007,12:05 AM
HMPH...
well...some ppl's actions just contradict wif wad they speak...yepp they criticize and criticize but when sumone they like, does it, they completely acknowledge their actions. this is soo unfair and biased. anyway..this world is all about jealousy and unfairness...love? hah! is sumthing that people play with when they're bored..well...maybe i might b wrong...love might exist sumwhere in the dark corners of our hearts...but to me...there's no one i can trust in this cruel and unfeeling world...i mean like, not my parents...wen i tell my mum sumthing bout friends... or how i feel wen she scolds me..she'll just shrug her shoulders and say'' u're too sensitive'' even ur closest friend...they might b nice and everything at first..then u'll find them drifting apart..further n further...i've experience tis before...in fact too many times...first they'll say....we'll be friends forever! no offence lah...but i find that the sentence''friends forever'' too exaggerating and is total nonsense..well..everyone in this world gets frustrated and will of course throw a temper...but ppl take it like i can't throw a temper or wad..wenever i get a bit frustrated ....they'll go like''---so bad!...'' and all the bad words just spill out of their mouths...it's pretty annoying sumtimes... i mean like ..ppl can get angry wif me but i can't ...i must act like a goody two shoes who does everything 4 ppl and take their criticism and scolding...ok....i don't mind running errands for ppl lah...but i mean....i'm a human..yes..i make mistakes ...i admit i'm a blur sotong...but not blur to the extend that i dun even noe wad i'm doin and forget everything in 10s.. AND it's perfectly normal if i get angry...theres no reason for ppl 2 get so uptight bout it..
Friday, September 21, 2007,12:47 AM
EMBARRASSING.. ahhh..
ahh..mei qi...sorri 4 nt replying...yeah...love u too... yeah!..okok...this was wat happen today..damn damn embarrassing...ok....stef...shi min...xin yun n me...we went to take a photo 2gether..help raise funds....n then....i decided 2 take a one stop bus ride to my house....yes..n i was soo confident that i brought my ez-link card...yah...so clutching on to dad photo...i sat at the bus stop wif shi min...haha! then lin hui came trotting along....so she join us at the bus stop ..waiting 4 the darn bus which took bout 15 mins 2 come?? okok...i noe it's ridiculous....but i realy wanted 2 try taking a one stop bus ride home...so 15 mins pass...n i happily went up the bus....it was THEN i suddenly realised..i DIDN'T BRING MY EZ-LINK CARD....to add on to my misery......i didn't haf any loose change in my wallet...ok...i started to panic already n was like a desperate doogyyy. haha.... n then i turned around to ''beg'' 4 coins from aunties...there was tis auntie rite behind me...but she looked rather intimidating..so i skipped her...haiz...but no one was willing to change $$ wif me...lin hui suggested goin 2 the bus uncle to tell him e truth...c if can get a free ride..haha...(the bus already reaches the bus stop outside my house..) i pulled lin hui to the front of the bus....i was sooo panicky...told the uncle..n the uncle was practically emptying his pocket 4 coins....n was GRUMBLING at the same time...haha....to save myself from more embarrassment...i quickly went down the bus...n then i heard voice behind me... ''AH GIRL AH!你刚才没有问auntie...auntie 有散钱 leh'' i spun around..just to c that intimidating auntie smiling at me......n i was like thanking her...roar!!! i could have just ask her....cannot cannot judge ppl by their looks ...ahhh....so damn embarrassing....
Friday, September 7, 2007,11:16 PM
horrible.terrible.vegetable..
tis is how i describe my week...a tired week too..i wasn'teven able 2 watch a movie...on wed.. xinyun n shi min came over for a short revision....ok..it wasn't really a revision....but we did a bit of work..then..wanting n mandi came...horrendous day 4 me...well...wanting mandi xinyun and shimin...they were fantastic..yeah...but my day was just horrendous..really horrible.. ah...sometimes..i wish ann would talk 2 me more n spend a little more time wif me..really got loads n loads 2 to tell her...
Tuesday, September 4, 2007,2:11 AM
hey..
2day is such a unlucky day 4 me...i overslept..woke up at 10+..haha..then sleepily walked 2 the toilet and accidentally hit my head against the wall...N THEN...before i knew it..it was lunchie time!!! my favourite time!! n i was starving...since mum not in..maid went 2 buy sum grocery..i decided to whip up sumthing..hmm..i cooked the most horrible ..terrible tasting spagetti ever...tis was wad happen..i cut the onion..n then half the onion 'flew' onto the floor wen i was cutting..so i'm left wif half a piece of onion which is definitely not enough...ah..then the ham...i wanted 2 fry an egg and fry a ham...unfortunately...me wanted 2 save space n decided to cook both things at the same time..on the same pan...RESULT.. tada! my egg ham...haha...really taste horrible...and my spagetti was badly burnt although cannot really c...bits n pieces of black black stuff...tasteless too...yuck...i've reaallyy gt bad culinary
skills...haha
Saturday, September 1, 2007,1:04 AM
hey
gt reminded of wad happen on thursday nite....damn pissed..cause there was a massive power failure...we dun nd 2 go to school on fri.. n i ONLY GOT THIS MESSAGE AT 11.45PM..that i nd 2 pass dwn tis message to e rest of e class...ok...i picked up e phone n dialled classmates no....only called the first half...ok..maybe more than half..but gt scolded by 10 over parents already.. i decided 2 b thick-skinned and call the next no...unfortunately..i kana scolded again...tis one was reallly terrible''she sleeping already lah...who are you..y call so late...dunno manners one ah....'' she carried on wif her ranting...i was veri ANGRY already..but e only pathetic sentence i could blurt out is''sorri auntie..sorri auntie'' AND THAT WAS IT...I COULDN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE..i mean like...it's nt my fault that the school gt power failure rite? if i call...i get scolded by some parents...if i dun call....also kana scolded....parents get unhappy because no one informed them ...SO...monitors should not be blamed 4 everything....just give in a bit and try 2 understand that we r doin our best.. anyway..it doesn't concerns life n death..
skills...haha 
